my true color. har har.

hello. i’ve got my last assignment result. and it was 0.15% lesser than my expectation. sad or what??? kiamsiap sangat la the tutor, 0.15% also dont want to give. =( this is favourite subject among all 4 subjects this semester, so i will make sure i finish every bits of the book before i go to sleep today. hope tomorrow’s paper won’t be too bad. popi popi. :)

okay just for fun, i decided to post up my bare face and my concealed face. bare face as in no application of concealer, foundation, mascara and what not. i’ve sized the picture smaller so to avoid any reader from dying of looking at ugly picca LOLLLL. click the icon if you are really interested on how ugly i am. har har.

i never have good skin. seriously, face skin body skin all got prob one. that’s why my skin got lots of scars. T_______T okay btw let me tell you bout my bare face. hehe. i have serious panda eye. and when others have only under eye dark circles, i have it all around my eyes FML. super big can die right, and only started this year, i have eyebags also T______T last time i was so proud cause KhaiWee has eye bags i dont have. now karma. T______T and then i have pimples all over my cheeks (my camera is so good that it nuetralize the redness LOL and some pimples are invisible under my camera LOLLL) only these few months, pimples started migrating from my forehead to cheeks. so now i have pimples all over my face – forehead, cheeks, chin, nosebridge. and i have redness around my nose and mouth. and then i got different skin tone. see my right nosebridge, it has darker tone caused by my specs. T___T and i have ugly eyebrow which gotta shape it sooner.

are you impressed by my bareface? har har.

and then i’ve got another picca with concealed face. :) and i didnt conceal properly (i forgot the nosebridge part cause i didnt wear specs while applying concealer T_______T) now pimples free face!very big difference or what?? har har. i seldom use foundation already, unless the concealer color cannot blend into my skin. i’m using cream concealer now, from elianto. cheapest concealer i can find. not recommended cause the coverage not that good, and it hardly blends. but takkan buy already and not using right. Leen is using loreal’s and she claims that loreal’s better than elianto one. she’s using stick concealer which i find it kinda hard to use. so i rather stick back with my cream one. :)

i think basic make-up like that is really very important. don’t you think that it gives cleaner and tidier look? like seriously, other than going to grocery shopping or somewhere nearby, i wouldn’t go out without applying concealer. plus, concealer and foundation also act as UV protector so at least there’s one layer of protection to the face. i look so zombie without make-up. and i dont think its good to frighten people with my bareface when going out lor har har.

it boost self-confidence, so why not? :)

Tzenny…

…is what i call her. she calls me Vanny. don’t ask me why cause this girl is full of imaginations and she can come out with different things different names which we, the normal people can’t think of. (compliment okay hahaha)

this self-claimed lenglui is no longer available. she found her lavender few weeks back therefore no phone number bidding available. har har.

she is a diehard Takeshi Kaneshiro fans and most probably can ditch lavender for TK. she likes TK’s nose cause apparently from what she said, they have the same tall nose. :) she still hope that one day she can marry TK. (whoopss secret terbocor :P)

we met almost two years ago. time flies! she’s one of my college best mates! we can have never-ending convo. we chat so frequently in msn even we were not in the same institution for one and a half year already. we exchange information and make each other more resourceful i.e. thoughts in relationship topics. she’s among the 4 people who knows how to leave offline messages in msn to see if i’m online or not. pandai girl hehe.

she’s now studying interior design in TOA, and is coming to Queensland next february. hip hip horray!! although we will not be in the same uni, but Griffith’s Southbank campus is not far from UQ’s St. Lucia. so don’t worry we’ll hang out often. :) she said, she will cook for me when she’s here and burn her room down. *click* awwwwww soooo nice of her i think the other two princesses are going to jealous already har har. and she said, it will be so cool to study in the Australia’s oldest art institution (Queensland College of Art under Griffith’s management). she always has the special kind of thoughts. :)

she write stories in Fairy Sensation. though that’s a shared blog of her, xin, momoko and me, but she’s the one who keep the blog alive. she’s creative enough to write. from her stories, you can see such strong shadow of herself in it. from what i think, she writes stories of herself which couldn’t be achieved in reality. and that’s her, the Tzenny we like. :)

she loves loves loves to merajuk. she’s like a big kid! she always claimed that she’s a spoiled brat, cause she’s the youngest in the family with so many sisters and brother to pamper her.

she’s turning 19 today. it’s her last teenage birthday and next year she’s going to experience a whole new phase in her life - studying abroad, living by herself, and starting LDR.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZEN.

all the best in every upcoming challenges and be firm on your decisions. have faith in yourself and to people around you, and be more optimistic!

Tzenny, you know i love you.

xx,
Eva.

finance what????

hello. no need to guess also know this post i will be ranting about financial management exam lor. :(

i seriously seriously put in sooooo much of effort in finance, so much more than what i did for accounting. i used around 5 pathetic days to study for finance ONLY and i learnt so much during these 5 days. i’ve been hitting the calculators so much this week, i even dreamt that my calculator malfunctions during exam so i brought 2 calculators to exam today. –_______- similar to accounting exam, i have insomnia the day before. too hyper already all those formula were swimming in my brain. my friends helped so much by explaining and discussing about those calculations and what nots.

and now that i can finally stop doing finance. i am happy. :)

today’s exam paper was not that bad. i didn’t expect so much of theory questions and then i try to write whatever i could. now i confirmed losing one seventh of the marks already cause got one part i churning out nonsense. T________T nevertheless, calculation part was fine. i solved ALL the questions except for one. but it’s alright that’s a MCQ question and i think i tembak rightly. it wasn’t thaaaaaaaat hard like what the seniors told me. i was quite confident already cause after counting the expected marks, i’m at the edge of getting a distinction. BUTTTTT (i hate saying ‘but’ but really got but T________T) after the exam Godwin’s friends were discussing bout the most important question (20% okay that freaking part) and i got the different answer from another two guys. and we got three distinctive answers. okay fine i got no confident when comes to numbers because i got no numbers logic and i actually got the most impossible answer like that. FML. actually during the exam when i got that answer i’m quite suspicious of my own answer already cause i’ve did lots of exercises but none came out such answer but i was being so optimistic and told myself that nothing is impossible. impossible my head now T_______________T

i only can pray for the process marks now. :( and i hope i still can get a distinction for this bloody last calculation paper. tien ahhhhhhhhhh, popipopi. :(

of cinemas and libraries.

guess where am i? :)

is this the standard pattern for cinema’s carpet??!! i mean like seriously, every cinema has this kind of carpet i wonder whyyyy. and then every cinema has those super dark colourful walls and dim light. WHY WHY WHYYYYYY.

okay by the way, i did not watch movie today. don’t worry i know i’m having exam tomorrow and i’m a good student. hehe. i was waiting for laynee in front of the mall library which is located next to the cinema. one thing good in aussie is that libraries are everywhere (okay i dont know if libraries are everywhere but as much as i concerned, the two big malls near my place have libraries). butttt this is only my second time going to the mall library, and the 1st time was with leen, just to check out the library and cinema. –_______- i realise that i haven’t watch any movie in aussie’s cinema. and it’s screening Time Traveller’s Wife now i want to watch. :( hope it still screen in Malaysia when i’m back.

okay got to go back to study now. tomorrow’s the big day cause after tomorrow i shall celebrate! NO MORE ACCOUNTING AND FINANCE AFTER TOMORROW HIP HIP HOORAYYY! :) i’ve secured a credit for this subject, so now i’m aiming for distinction. AZA AZA EVA! :D

another alternative to manage blogs!

hello people. no more internet quota constraint and i’m now here to rescue my blog readership yo! :D i know dad won’t be happy to see this, BUTTTTTT exam period doesn’t mean that i have to study 24/7 okay. and my dad always doesn’t trust that i got study one, he always thinks that i’m slacking here and there and didnt put enough effort on studies. sigh. explain until my saliva dry already he still think that i should study 24/7 one so i keep quiet lor. but i still have to blog cause blog is actually my daily routine and i DO NOT waste much time typing here, cause i type fast and i know what i want to type so give me a break k??! I SWEAR I GOT STUDY HARD!! –__________- so unfair one when leen didnt do well in exam it’s okay but i didnt do well in exam means i put not enough effort. sob.

okay hello everyone, i’m using Windows Live Writer for the 1st time to blog. :) woah woah this is soooooo good so many functions i still got no time to explore but i love it already! it’s like a blog manager like that la go download it from Windows Live if you are managing few blogs like me. (no i’m not bragging but i need to manage 2 blogs of mine, 1 future blogshop, 2 company blog for my parents) and its so fast to upload picca me likey! :D summore can choose different effect and border for the picture. summore can insert photo album, table, maps, video everything la so convenient. and i got gazillion of fonts to choose from rather than those 7 given by blogger.com. and i can have different headings and do lots of formatting! O.O okay fine i’m talking too much here. go google for it and download if you want to know more. :P

i’m stressed these few days. cause my head is full of numbers, numbers, and NUMBERS! this friday is financial management exam and i still couldn’t handle it well. i think i am going insane already cause i even dreamt of interest rates when i’m sleeping. got number-phobia one or not??? i’m getting one already. :( stress la it’s so hard still have to aim for distinction. T________T 2 more days, go Eva, go! =(

okay i realised that i really really camwhored with funny faces. O.O Momoko you are right. hahahaha. see both pics in this post are not those normal faces (normal as in normal smile or what sure not this constipated and octopus look hahahahah) aiyar but if i keep camwhore with the same look people come to my blog see already also sien. shit i realise that i need a hair treatment badly. T_________T and for those who think that my hair doesn’t grow, NAH this is my actual hair length LONG OR NOTT??? :P i know i got big-ass photos now, no need to find for my pimples cause i conceal all already hahaha. concealer is the best damn thing in cosmetics! and this, Lise Watier Portfolio Professional Corrector will be my xmas present wish har har. ! *hint hint* :P

i miss....

the time during my important exams when:

• mom will buy all kinds of cakes and store in the fridge cause i crave for sweet things during exam period.
• having mamak-break with dad half way burning midnight oil.
• companion of ah-ma when i have to study until the next day morning.
• kakak doing all the houseworks even washing a cup after i've used it.
• phone calls and smses with the BFF to encourage each other not to give up before finishing every chapters.
• boyfriend's supports and concerns.

NOW TELL ME AGAIN WHO SAYS STUDY ABROAD IS FUN??? :( no more a princess during exam period. sob. now my best friend is instant food. instant noodle, instant soup with bread, canned food, all are my savior. sob.

i miss home. :(

hello attention attention.

internet quota for this month is gonna exceeded, and its only the beginning of the month. :( so no more frequent blogging and facebook. good though, so that i can really really concentrate on studies. woah i'm typing so fast cause i cannot online so much. T____T

today's exam is not that bad. i managed to write thaaaaaaaat fast and complete all questions by churning out 10 and a half pages of words. hahahahha.. i'm so impressed of myself, by withstanding the cold (stupid aircond right on top of me and freeze me to death) and the stressness after knowing that i didnt prepare for a big question which appointed a quarter of the overall paper's mark. :( cause of that, i got no confident to secure a distinction for this subject already T_______T

next up, Financial Management. got totally no idea what the hell is CAPM etc. all the knowledge i have for this subject is present value and future value only FML. gotta buck up really really fast so no more online online. :(

okay fine if the housemates agree to increase the internet quota then i might update the blog more frequently. :)

happy exam everyone! aza aza fighting, to the STPM candidates, the australian uni students, the ADPians. :D

how to celebrate anniversary for LDR.

i've finally got the chance and time to write this. :)

so what did i do during my 2nd anni with the boyfriend? okay fyi, i didnt have so much time writing the anni post, and that post is written a week ago and scheduled to post on that day. hehehe. cause i know i cannot afford to waste so much time drawing the big-two this week. i so pandai right? ngak ngak.

and i planned to give the boyfriend a surprise by mailing him. yes, use the snail mail not email. :) so when this idea came up, i nudged the BFF in msn for the boyfriend's house address. i wanted to design a card but sadly, all my ka-chan (materials & tools) are back in Malaysia but then while browsing the internet i saw this idea and quickly, using Microsoft Powerpoint, i design one for him. :)

certificateeeeeeeeeee! so cool right??? go ask all the boyfriends and girlfriends out there i don't think they got this. ngak ngak. i'm the coolest gf hehehehe. microsoft office is a wonder i tell you! excel, powerpoint, and words i think i can die without them. har har. by the way, who need adobe photoshop to design when powerpoint can do all these wonders??? :P

this is the thing i mentioned in last week's post on how much i walked in the campus to find for color printer. very tiring okay. and then finally when found someone who accepted to print for me, still need to look at her sour face. grrrr that superficial woman i hate her. -____-

okay fine, move on. i sent a card with the cert too! content of the card isn't allow to post up here har har.

i swear swear swear that i DID NOT write an essay in the card. hehehe. but seriously, i can write more. -_______-

i went to the post office earlier in last week to request for the information about mailing back to malaysia. (my 1st time okayyyyy. okay fine i know my dad and mom are going to jealous bout this. har har.) and then the fella told me it takes 5 working days to reach the recipient. so when i have done everything on wednesday, i did not mail it until friday. cause my math counting got prob. T_______T i thought friday to tuesday is 5 days. but i forgot to eliminate the non-working days. T________T so the boyfriend only received it yesterday. damn potong steam one, i was so nervous the whole tuesday dying to know what's his reaction of getting the mail yadi yada, and so impatient already keep trying to hint him to see if he got it. it's my 1st time being so successful in not saying a word for surprises okay. i always fail one. T_______T

unfortunately, it rained yesterday in Malaysia and i did not cling wrap the cert and card so now the cert is half-destroyed by the stupid rain. =( so gek sum la i used so much effort and then ruined by the rain. WHY HASN'T THE ENVELOPE WATERPROOFED? seriously, the post office should come up with waterproof envelope laa aiiiihhhhhh. :(

oh and we skyped for so long on tuesday. hehehe. tuesday is always our skype day cause both of us don't have class on tuesday but then this tuesday is a special one that we talked longer. <3

and and, i've got my best anni present! guess what? the boyfriend grants me 10 wishes!! 10 WISHES OKAYYYY imma gonna make him my slave ngak ngak ngak. :)

everyone, wish me good luck for tomorrow's 3000 words exam. THANKYOU IN ADVANCE. :) :) :)

the smiley food :)

tzenny did this for me - smiley faces food. cute not??? haha. i like the kimchiiiiiiiii the best and she makes me crave for kimchi now. T______T okay fine Leen was craving for kimchi too but we didn't know any korean restaurant nearby and we got no time to travel to the city or sunnybank so no kimchi. :( anyhoo, thanks to tzenny who made my day by giving me smileysss i love them. :)

okay i shall reveal the answer regarding to the previous post, though i really have lots of malas readers who didnt bother to contribute answers. AIHHHHHHHHH. betul betul sadness. nevermind. so the answers are:

1. big pimple on my right cheek. and now another big one grew below it. so now i have two big red dots on my right cheek. O.O this is so horrible. (still havent count those small small one okayyyy T_____T)
   
   
2. MY HAIR. i know la this is so not obvious. hehe. but kudos to Pei who realise this! xin, i didnt have a good hair day yesterday. -_____- i changed my hair parting from real straight line at the left to diagonal like that, and connect the line to the center line at the back. O.O can understand? hahaha.

i did this to make the left side of my hair fuller so that can make my left face smaller. -______- but then right, my hair is so stubborn that, this morning when i woke up, it return to the initial style. T_______T i like that way, and it can only sustain for a day. sigh. rambut sama stubborn macam orang. AIHHHHHH.

okay fine. so now Pei has 10 imaginary sweets from me haahahahahahah i find this so lame. -______- yet still thanks to those who replied cause i really got humoured by some answer, like MOMOKO WHAT IS YOUR ANSWER I DID A LOT OF FUNNY FACES MEH???????T_______T

trivia quiz of the day.

hello. this is the newest pic of me. newest as in taken 5 minutes ago. -_____- and the above me has two things different from the usual me. if you know me well, or you read my blog and have seen my so-a-lot of camwhore pic, you should have realise that.

answer will be revealed in the next post. kindly leave the answer in the comment post, or in the cbox on the right there. there's at least 50 daily readers so peeps, dont be lazy har har. at least entertain me a bit cause i sangat stress now dealing with upcoming exams. thankyou. :)

oh and those who get the both correct answers, will be given 10 imaginary butter sweets, all the way from Brisbane, Australia. hehe. don't malas nak answer ah. thankyou.